Morrill MVA Details Emerge

(MORRILL, Neb.) — In a very unfortunate twist of events, Panhandle Scanner has learned some of the details behind the horrific accident yesterday morning near Morrill.

We have not been able to confirm these details, nor have we spoken with those involved, but according to a post from early Wednesday morning by Brian Butterfield, the motor vehicle accident was a suicide.

Posted by Brian Butterfield

“I don’t even know where to start. I was hoping I would never have to post this but people have contacted me about videos or they saw the scene and instantly thought it was Troy and they were correct. Yesterday morning Troy committed suicide. He had numerous attempts through his life. He drove his pickup into the train bridge between Henry and Morril. The impact created a fire and his body isn’t recognizable because of the fire. But I have verified that the vehicle is his. I was going to keep this as silent as possible but it’s hit the news and people are starting to contact me. Everyone that knew Troy Eberling knew what a wonderful guy he was. He literally would do anything for anyone. He would give his shirt off his back and try so hard to impress and please people. When he didn’t get that in return he took that really hard. Troy has had a hard life and I wish I could have taken more pain from him or done more for him. He went through life thinking he was never good enough or that he had nobody other than his parents and myself that loved or cared for him. He went through life thinking everyone turned their back on him and he would distance himself from everyone. He would unfriend people left and right on Facebook and nobody would understand that he was fighting so many demons in his head. They just thought oh it’s dramatic Troy or he doesn’t want to be friends on Facebook then I’m done with him to. Troy was such a giver and tried so hard. He pushed so many people away because he didn’t feel loved in return for his giving. He’s hurt so many people but please understand that it was his mental health. Please remember the fun times with Troy. Please remember the laughter you had with him. His sense of humor and how fun he was when he was healthy Troy. I wish I would’ve been reconnected with him sooner in life. We originally met on our mission for the lds church in 1997-1999 and we then were reconnected in 2015 by a mutual friend. I told Troy so many times that I wish I was strong enough to be myself as a gay man way before coming out. I wish I wouldn’t have had that fear that I would lose so many family and friends if they knew I was gay. With that being said I would tell Troy that I wish we would have married right after our missions. I wish I didn’t miss those 18 years we were going through our lives to find ourselves. Troy lost his kids, lost his two brothers with 4 or 5 months of each other. Felt survivors guilt from the military and losing his brothers. He loved his kids so much and didn’t ever get to see them again. I will forever love Troy. I hate that I will never be able to wake up to him, that I won’t be able to come home to him and fall asleep in his arms. I hate that I won’t ever hear his voice again or be able to laugh and joke with him. He was my everything. He was the only one that truly loved me in a relationship. I can’t thank him enough for that. I hope his mind is at peace now. I hope he knows that I loved him and he wasn’t thinking otherwise as he crashed. I just can’t quit thinking what if I called him earlier, what if I drove past him sooner. Was he sitting somewhere that I drove past and couldn’t see him. Could I have calmed him down. I love you Troy and I’m so sorry. You will always be in my heart.”


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